Its the middle of the night...

I cant sleep at ALL...I wish I could because currently there is no one up with me and everyone else is sleeping.  I feel very alone and I hate it when I cant sleep and there is no one that shares my problem!  I keep on thinking about school coming back in...Oh I dread it so much.  Im glad to see my friends again because I havent really seen them more than maybe 3 times tops this summer but when I think about doing notes or one more of those unsightly math problems I think Im gonna spew...  Whenever Im away from home I can never sleep.  You know what?!?  I wonder how God came up with the idea for sleeping anyway!  I mean its like your half dead and also the idea for dreams.  I mean on the good ones it would be so much better if we could just make it a reality, wouldnt it!  But Im kinda glad that the bad ones dont usually come true!  Im running out of things to talk about but I dont want to go back into complete darkness again and try to sleep at least I have this computer with me for something to do and something to help me see with.  I LOVE typing!!!!!  But anyway Im usually alone when Im at home and not with my parents and I do get a little lonely but Im kinda glad to be by my self it seems like whenever Im at school or with people it always turns out that way anyway but I dont know I guess I like the comfort of someone being there that I dont usually see.  Your probably thinking how much longer can this possibly go on so Ill just cut short for you.  Signing off at 4:57AM!